What goes. This might be the most unstructured blog I will ever write. I don't know. I just felt like writing today. Maybe this has something to do with it: http://thoughtcatalog.com/2011/on-being-brave-enough-to-start-again/
I don't want to dwell too much on this but the weather, the lazy attitude today, this blog on being brave, and this song I am listening to makes me so gooey and want to just blab.
1. The Blog and the boyfriend. No matter how painful the blog is, I found it very comforting because I once felt the end-of-the-world kind of feeling and now I couldn't believe that I am now committed to a guy whom I love so much. Never did I imagine myself being this better again. I am good at pushing people away and it got better when tragedy happened with my heart few years back. But this guy persistently tried to win my heart and lo and behold he did.
I didn't expect him.. nor expect him too soon to come into my life. Nevertheless, he is there to receive the love I have so much to give and I am so blessed to be receiving more than what I needed and wanted. Thank you and I love you, B.
2. The Work. See now I have the time to blog. But I am so happy to be doing this work and be in this company. Just yesterday I had the mid-year talk with my supervisor and I told her that I think I am on the right path that I have started with the team before getting deployed to other teams. It is just the right kind of workload for someone who is a fresh grad like me. (plus when you considering the pay and the workload, it is relatively good). Work is challenging when you choose it to be. It is really up to me if I want to learn how figures came up to be that way and the logic behind it. And I do take my time to study my work. I actually prefer learning this way- on my own and in "real world". So hurrah for me for my first 4 months here at dks! : )
3. The (Potential) Habit. I started listening to Good Times with Mo when we started leaving for Manila on Monday dawns. It was a breath of fresh air for a radio show. I remembered then that they use to have a kid who I found very adorable. But I was no longer able to listen to the show because I was usually asleep for the 1.5-hour drive to Manila. Now, I am in a 6am-3pm shift, I get to listen to them again while doing work. I have been dying to call the show just to pitch in any idea I have of their topic. But I was too coward to call. Nevertheless, I am good with just listening to them especially when Mojojojo gets so gay, Mo is being an ass, Grace Lee being the dignified woman that she is according to Mo and Chopper is being such a bitch. I wonder if they will be offered a tv show because they gel well together on air. Two thumbs up for them and the show!
4. The Diet. Yes baby! It is official that I am on a strict no dinner diet! This is the first step since I not fond of doing exercises. It bums me out. I'd rather eat less rather than sweat a lot. But I do miss playing volleyball though. I hope I get through the first week (including the weekend). I want to lose 5-10 pounds in one month because (a) I am not getting any younger so the older I get, the harder for me to shed off those extra pounds! and (b) I wanted to feel better especially when dressing up. I am tired of fitting myself in clothes that at times are a size too small. So cheers to a healthier (and sexier) body! : )
So it went. Told yah, just threw topics that went through my head.
